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[Sunday
September 30th, 2007
9:48am] |
all my bones they are gone, gone, gone
take my bones, I don't need none
cold, cold cupboard, Lord, nothing to chew on!
suck all day on a cherry stone
dig a little hole, not three inches round
spit your pit in the hole in the ground
weep upon the spot for the starving of me!
till up grow a fine young cherry tree
well when the bough breaks, what'll you make for me?
a little willow cabin to rest on your knee
what'll I do with a trinket such as this?
think of your woman, who's gone to the west
but I'm starving and freezing in my measly old bed!
then I'll crawl across the salt flats to stroke your sweet head
come across the desert with no shoes on!
I love you truly, or I love no-one
clear the room! there's a fire, a fire, a fire
get going, and I'm going to be right behind you
and if the love of a woman or two, dear,
couldn't move you to such heights, then all I can do
is do, my darling, right by you
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[Friday
June 29th, 2007
1:16pm] |
Why doesn't he see? He MUST see, so why doesn't he care? Why doesn't he get it? How many times do I have to prove myself? How many nights do I have to spend crying on the phone begging him to love me, telling him that I am in love with him and will do anything for him, how many times until he gets it? My whole life I've noticed how everyone [including me] spends the majority of their energy on hating things, and people instead of love and peace. But now that I am giving every spec of everything I have and putting it into love, I just feel like I am fucking myself over twice as hard. I want to do myself in everyday because no matter what I do I am not good enough, no matter how calm I am.. I'm 'freaking out'. I just don't know what more to do besides wait. How do I do this? How do I make a friendship work with so many feelings involved? How can I do this and stay sane...
No food, I fucking hate this. I want to be so skinny that no one can see me anymore.
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February 12th, 2006
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This is my weight journal and i'm not adding you if you are my friend.
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